Back in the days when I thought I have lost everything….. I was not aware of my thinking and it’s archive at all.

I thought that I was that! and that everything just overcame me!

So while riding the wheel of illusions and emotional rollercoaster. It went up and down! It was all coming and going again! ‘That is life” everybody said. I thought “Is it? Is this the meaning we give to it? we just dust of the pain and move on?

That is not true! Life developed itself already while producing a baby~body. Even before we got a name from our parents… was already! It kind of intrigued me and I asked myself “what is life really?”

Determination to find the answer has began!

3 ears have passed since then and I was looking at things I came up with! Or at least of which I thought I was certain off!

I understood the necessity of this isolation! Not cluttering the Idea and many roles I had played. No-one to blame around! Just me! seeing clearly that my memory and imagination were constantly building itself up with whatever I gave attention too! It was inside of the different kinds of “me”

I saw the nonsense of my mind trying and accomplishing and working hard at whatever the goal was! taking snapshots and forgetting this and on to the next task. Nonsense of achieving anything in what we call life!

When you take a step back you can witness these things! Just go “Blabla” in your head…..and you are aware of it in your head! you can hear it! you can witness it… if you can witness it! it is not you is it…..

Now welcome to this space of looking at it instead go being it! There is much more to come……